This morning I had toast and wonton soup with my host O-kasan (mother). She had a look on her face that told me shit was going down. O-kasan's been very busy taking care of her sick mother lately in addition to her usual house wiving, part-time jobbing, and her volunteer work (helps the elderly infirmed and also works with children). But O-basan has gotten sicker and she's moving in with the family. This means, there's no room for me. I will have to relocate to a new host family.

I respect their decision. Family is #1. Still, I have invested time with this family and now it is gone. I must face the uncertainty of adjusting to a new host family. Change is so frightening. I've had another top-secret unhappy-personal incident in my life lately, and this has come at a particularly bad time. They say bad things come in threes. My teeth are clenched in anticipation. But, I will do my best to keep a positive attitude.

Fuck, how whiny. How do I get out of this on a strong note? Uhmmm, rock and roll forever!!!
Forgive crappy Japanese romanizations, I never know the right way to do it.
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