okashi; an archaism; interesting, funny, strange, curious, weird, happy, and sweet.
木曜日, 3月 11, 2004

sizuku
VRoooooom風波ひとつたつことのなかった、とある湖面に一滴の雨がふった。波は瞬く間に広がり、湖面を波で、鮮やかな波で飾った。最近自分のことに夢中になりすぎて多くのものを犠牲にしてたと思う。もっと自分の大切にしたいもの、人に感謝して、大切にしていきたいとおもう。
ありがとう、感謝の気持ちは忘れたくない、自分でありつづけるために。

posted at 11:15 午前 by Keisuke

火曜日, 3月 09, 2004

Shake my soul
VRoooooomMy friend is going to get enrolled to a commercial flight company JAL as an egg of commercial pilot in Japan. Then I wonder my future too….this occurrence pushes me a lot, because he is walking way forward, so now I feel little pressure tracking on my shoulder ….he he Take it easy….Keisuke ….you are the man who is going to become an international commercial pilot too, in order to distribute bunch of free tickets for my friends from all over the world…….someday near future…this is my one of the nearest goal in my life…..Go for it Kyusyu Danji!!

posted at 11:40 午後 by Keisuke

月曜日, 3月 08, 2004

My eyes ....
VRoooooom You might have thought this a long time ago, especially when you were a little kid that you would become a professional athlete someway in sports. Of corse I have, I still remember that I really wanted to become a baseball player when I as little. Baseball and soccer are the most famous sports in my country Japan; therefore little boys are dreaming to become either. While I was dreaming to be a baseball player, I was living in the north part of Japan where we used to have heavy snow in winter. As he result of the climate, soccer was not popular there at all. I used to play baseball a lot with my father and my friends everyday. At that moment in time, while dreaming of becoming a baseball player, I would not have known that I would meet soccer in the near future. After I moved out from the north part of Japan to the south part of Japan called Kyusyu, when I was about 8, I met soccer by chance because of my circumstances. I would not say to meet soccer was my destiny or something like that, but I would say soccer was the most attractive sport for a little boy who didn’t have enough friends after moving into an unfamiliar place. I had to say ‘Good-bye’ to all of my friends in north;therefore I was really alone after I arrived at my new place. There is nothing so fun as a new place in the country side for a little boy who had grown up with only cool city experiences. I still remember the day clearly when it happened, I said to mom that I would be going to walk around and explore the vicinity of my house. Eventually I reached the elementally school, which I was going to go to from next semester, then I saw that teams practicing soccer there. For the time being, It was not so interesting because I didn’t know anybody else playing soccer and I had never played it before. However I did have enough time to kill, moreover, I was not sure where I was heading to.Needless to say, I began to watch the practice. I was just watching what soccer looked like in my eyes. After a while, a boy who seemed to me much older came in front of me, and asked me that If I would like to play soccer. After a short moment, I answered ‘yes’ somehow, even though I had never really tried to before. That was my beginning of playing soccer. He pulled my hand into their court, and let me join playing. (eventually I figured out he was the captain of the team). I had no clue how I could play soccer well, but somehow I was completely attracted by as far as I remember. After I finished playing, the captain took my hand again, in order to have me meet the coach of the team…….and.….As you may be able to guess, I’ve been playing soccer since then to now days. I’ve played for Trinita, which belongs to professional league in Japan. But I quit playing though. Why do I keep playing soccer even now? I guess it is because there is always soccer for me. What is your reason for playing soccer then? good question...

posted at 9:59 午後 by Keisuke

土曜日, 2月 21, 2004

I Love you …….you make me crazy…dame you…ha ha
VRoooooomなんとなく今日は語りたい気分だぁぁぁぁぁぁぁ。昔々そのむかし、なんちゃって。サッカーばっかりやってたころは(たぶん今も)、皆には自分を正当化するために?もしくは、自分に言い聞かせるために?俺にはサッカーがあるからっとかいって他のことに対して保守的だったと思う。かといって、人生でサッカーだけしてきたわけでもなく、自分なりにいろいろなことにチャレンジしてきたつもりだし、今もし続けているつもりだ。今日もサッカーをした、ほんとに飽きない。なんでだろう、意味がわからない。ほんとにこんなにやってよく飽きないな・・と自分自身に感心する。最近サッカーのとき意外は勉強とまた昔の生活に戻った気がする。毎日がラッシュになってきた、きっと自分でしてるんだと思う、はっつはっ。でも、ほんとにサッカーをしていてよかったと改めて感謝した。コーチに以前おまえなんでサッカーするんだ??とか聞かれたことがある。でもそのとき、答えはそこにはなかった・・・・・。コーチに聞き返したのを覚えている“なんでサッカーまだ続けているんですか??”コーチはいった“そこにサッカーがあるから・・・・今よりも幼かったから当時は質問のこたえの意味がよく理解できなかった。なんとなく、ふーんなんかその答えかっこいいな。。。で終わりだった。でも今では、目に涙が浮かび上がるぐらいにわかる、俺も成長したのかも・・・・・なははははっつ。。。ちょっと大きくなった気がした。なーんちゃて、勉強しなきゃ。。。テストがまってる。。。。。。。ああっ


posted at 7:59 午後 by Keisuke

火曜日, 2月 17, 2004

Hare nochi ame
VRoooooomI’ve been playing soccer currently. How nice it is. The best way to make me happy is that !! I can devote myself for playing with own rhythm, which makes me crazy and being not to get rid of the circumstances, without thinking about something dull stuff from normal life. Playing soccer a lot is building my fitness up again. Of course, compared to when I was playing soccer seriously, it’s still out of question but at least I have better fast and quick move now so. I used to run 50M about 6 seconds, I was the fastest in my highschool, as well as long distance. I wish I had the same abilities now…….ha ha … BYW this pic is so funny ...auch.....sorry guys....but I laughed at a lot ..

posted at 12:47 午前 by Keisuke

月曜日, 2月 09, 2004

Fall in love
VRoooooomI’ve been looking for the love i guess, but not yet…sometimes I feel lonely especially while I’m walking in the crowd myself. There big culture of diversity makes me stay away from someone else to fall in love with, or I should say I must work really hard, if I want to. So maybe that keeps me being lazy too. Moreover, I’m gonna stay here for only one year, so that also makes me being conservative ,not to lose love again because of the long distance relationship. Hummmmm….However I need the one for sure sooner or later ha ha. Take it easy man, or you would be in trouble ha ha ha hummmmm…But the now is the time to fly again......



posted at 10:25 午後 by Keisuke

日曜日, 2月 08, 2004

Tomodachi=Friend
VRoooooom Studying abroad in USA is providing me a lot of fun, because I could and still can pleasures of my life “ Tomodachi= Friends”. I think what one of the most valuable things of my life is that to relate people. People leave me and make me think in many ways, that is not only the value of differences between persons but also culture of diversity. Recently I applied for a committee head for International Student Association Night as publicity. If I could gain the one, I would be able to meet more people! ! How excited I am. …….I thanked my family again for being able to grab such circumstances and as always I love my family.

posted at 9:26 午前 by Keisuke

土曜日, 1月 31, 2004

Tears ....Namida
VRoooooom
泣くくことを忘れてしまった自分。自分を抑え切れなくて・・・・・・・最後に泣いたのはいつだろう?自問する。きっと高校のとき科学室でサッカー仲間と別れを告げたときのことだろう。もう二年ぐらい前のことだ・・・。映画で感動したりしてほろ泣きすることは、いい映画観るたびにあるけど、ここ最近は抑えきれないほど、うれしくてないたり、悲しくて泣いたりすることがまったくない。昔はすごく泣き虫だった、悪いことをして親父に怒られるたびにいつも泣いていたし、何かつらいことがあるといっつも一人でこっそっと泣いていた。と思う(ははっつ)しかし、今はまったくない、泣きそうなこと自体もないし、もし抑えきれないぐらい泣きそうなことがあるとすればきっと、なぜだろう?なんで泣く必要があるんだろうって頭が働いて、涙に歯車がかかると思う。感情がにぶくなったのか?それとも冷酷になったのか?どうなんだろう・・・と思いながらこのまえ友達の涙を眺めていた。大きくなるにつれて、小さかった頃に見えなかった“物”がたくさん見えてくる、人の美しさ、人のやさしさ、暖かさだけでなく、人の醜さ、汚さまで。それにつれて、自分の姿もはっきりと浮かび上がってくる、鮮明に。涙って綺麗だと思うこともあるし、目に映るのが嫌になるときもある。思いきっり心から泣いて見たいなとおもったりもするこのごろかも・・・・・はっはっつ X-) X-)歳とったのかもな・・・・アハハっつ


posted at 11:08 午前 by Keisuke

金曜日, 1月 30, 2004

Dandit !! I used to have something bad with my internet conection... But now I can use it so !! goooooooooooood !

posted at 12:20 午前 by Keisuke

水曜日, 1月 21, 2004

One blank of paper
VRoooooomAfter I finished my school at almost 4 yesterday evening, I found something at my garage that my car had already been stolen by someone else. Then of course, as soon as possible I contacted to the police in order to report what had happened with my car. According to our officer who takes care of our apartment, my car had been at my spot before 3 o’clock. So what he mentioned gave me a chance to estimate when my car was stolen. Yet I know car is only an object so that I’m not feeling that bad now, just controlling myself not to get new one. Because they didn’t take life or something like that, I’m still positive. After all, the police department sent a police reporter, somehow they call this guy reporter ,even though I’m the reporter, so that I had to report everything whatever it was, such as what type of my car, what was my situation, who was the last person seen my car, and so on, you know. So while I was working on my paper stuff, I hit one blank, which says what my racial type is?. Then I turned into curiosity with one question, which is that why I must clarify myself as racial type of human. First of all, I hope I’m not racial. Second, I’m proud of being Japanese as an Asian. I’m just really curious with that blank. Then after that I ask all of my roommates, Dan white American, Bernward German, Tommy Chinese-American. Then T and B said the same things first that “there are several reasons, especially for statistics.” ….To be continued…..

posted at 8:39 午前 by Keisuke

月曜日, 1月 12, 2004

huuummm
VRoooooomI woke up at 5 am in this morning. Uhhhhm..how come I woke up at such early time…because of the jetlag? Nooo…I didn’t go to somewhere else with airplane…I think it was because circumstance caused by my lazy-yesterday. On Friday I played soccer for almost 2 hours and on Saturday I went sky at early in the morning through at evening .so those things made me exhausted physically yesterday so that I stayed whole day at my place and took a looooooooong nap…then as we know, long nap would disturb normal asleep during the night. We human has 1.5 hours period of circumstance for non-rem sleeping and rem-sleeping. Those two of them always come as cyclic, I should mention “periodically” Then today I slept for exactly 3 hours. So I just took each set of period…I think I will be being sleepy during the day…..hopefully not …. Zz..(-_-)..zzz..zzz.zzz

posted at 7:06 午前 by Keisuke

金曜日, 1月 02, 2004

Pics which I took from the sky......ha ha X-)?? those pics would be intersting to you, enjoy those!
   

posted at 7:41 午前 by Keisuke

A PILOT - crick those pics ↑(up ones).....I'll do up date later......sorry
VRoooooom As you see in this weblog…I flew over CA with aircraft during my vacation. That’s because not only I want to be an international commercial pilot in near future hopefully but also I can’t control myself not to be in hurry by step on step toward my dream. To be frank, I don’t have to have all of the aircraft licenses in this country USA because even if I had took the commercial license now, which is required and would take so loooooooooong to maintain, it only be qualification within this country. Let me explain more farther, If the person want to be a commercial pilot in a country, the person has to be certificated with the licenses, which are qualified by the aviation of organization in that country where the person want to be. However It’s funny somehow we can use private-pilot license for fun to fly wherever we go as long as the country where we would be, has the contract with federal aviation. Uhhhhhhmmmmm complicated?? So anyway I had good time there …..




posted at 7:33 午前 by Keisuke

水曜日, 12月 17, 2003

HA HA HA !!!
VRoooooom HE HE HE, :-) :-) I've been looking forward to going down to CA since I came over here in OR, during my winter vacation for more than 3 weeks. I'll bounce to there either today or tomorrow with my baby Honda accord, which seems to me so cool haha X-) as a classic car........almost the same age as mine. Paul! Mine is Honda too ha ha.....So........needless to say, there is no guarantee whether I will be able to reach there or not.........JUST DO IT !! he he X-). My life is always like adventure. I like the style of my way of living. Life is supposed to be good within my interpretation. After I reach there, I'll fly over CA by myself by aircraft! How fun is it!! Moreover I can meet couple of my friends who live at. I will report sometimes, if only I can use internet there. I hope you guys are having great vacation too!!
P,S buddy! See you someday in our further future, I'm still positive. As you know. That's what I am.


posted at 9:10 午前 by Keisuke

金曜日, 12月 12, 2003

Thank you, Arigatou
VRoooooom All of my classes were done by yesterday. And some of them are leaving to step on the ground of their mother-countries’ again sooner or later, simply” returning to their countries. So yesterday I had small farewell party? Or I should say just having fun party with people who were in the same class from Taiwan, Korea, Spain, America, of course Japan. So after that I reviewed my life of going school in this country made me stronger, experienced and more flexible. Then I realized that exact the moment of last year I was in Japan-Tokyo, unable to speak English, familiar to either Japanese culture or western culture given by my few American friends. Then after a year NOW I’m in this country living with diversity in my quad, which is form Germany, China, America, and spending my time in order to learn not only English but also what I am as one of Japanese for representing my culture. How tight it is. It’s just beyond description. So I appreciate my parents again, and want to say “Thank you and Good-luck” for the people who shared their time with me. It’s neither beyond description how I appreciate them, am honor to meet them. Some of them may be able to keep touch yet the others may not. Then I hope I could myself understood in a way, which I wanted to, was supposed to ………..and pray they will keep their brilliant smiles in their life forever. Just I wish……And this is the only thing I can do for them now. SEE YOU with smile :-) :-)

posted at 12:32 午後 by Keisuke

土曜日, 12月 06, 2003

Last SAMURAI 侍 サムライ 
VRoooooom 映画みにいってきました、友達と。LAST SAMURAIです。トムクルーズの日本語は普通に笑えました・・・はさておき!!!サムライたちかっこよかったです・・・・の一言に尽きます。ほんとに・・・・感動しました。

posted at 2:29 午後 by Keisuke

木曜日, 12月 04, 2003

Laugh!!!!!!!!
VRoooooomWhat makes you laugh?? I think this is a good question to ask you guys, TV? friends? radio?? whatever works for you. So in my case, that's my friends who can share thire time with me in order to laugh a lot!! Today I had good time with my really good friend in chatting. Besides Chris from Taiwan visited my place to do some Japanese stuff, then after he got it done we talked a lot. He alwasy makes me laugh a lot ,because he has really really good sence of humor. I had good day today.

posted at 11:12 午後 by Keisuke

ONIGIRI 101 in my kitchen!!!
VRoooooom
Since I came here, I miss some really good Japanese food, because I'm not only Japanese but also I love Asian stuff. Therefore I often cook Japanese food in my quad then every time I cook something my share mate, Bernward from German, Tomy Chi-American, and Dan white-American react curiousely what I am cooking about. (Sounds really international) so my quad is pretty international haha. Then I made “ONIGIRI” one day, which is Japanese traditional way of eating rice without dishes, chopsticks, any others stuff, made of just only rice as a ball wrapped by seaweed with some salty spices. Onigiri was thought by some ancient Japanese people in my knowledge, and the purpose of Onigiri why we have such concept to have the rice as a boll may be that we can carry it with us easily on the way to somewhere else because it's neat, and we can preserve the Onigiri for few days because it’s seasoned with salt. So anyway on that day, I made some Onigiris for my share mates then they tasted it. And Bernward said that this thing would be one of his favorite foods in his life. And Tomy said also almost the same things. And I taught them how to make the Onigiri shape with our hands. For me it’s peace of cake, but of course for them goona be hard. And suddenly Tomy mentioned “Onigiri 101 in this kitchen” then we laughed quite a lot!!! That was really fun. So since at the time, their one of staple diets has been being Onigiri !!!! haha!! Today’s Bernward’s dinner was three of Onigiris, And Tomy’s break first was Onigiri too. And I got Dan some seaweed and JP seasoning. So my Japanese food culture is invading their daily life haha……Japanese culture go for it (I’m kidding).

posted at 10:53 午後 by Keisuke

水曜日, 11月 26, 2003

Thanksgiving day
VRoooooomWhat are you gonna do for Thanksgiving day? You may have a big plan for the day right? I guess so. Most of my friends are leaving our town of Eugene to somewhere else. I’ve heard that basically American family celebrates the day together……So I hope you will have great day.

posted at 11:09 午前 by Keisuke

(rain)DROP
VRoooooom正直なことをいって怪我をしてから家からほとんど家から出ていません。松葉杖を使って歩けることは歩けるんだけど・・・歩いた後に足が腫れる。そして痛みが襲う(写真下記掲載)原因は簡単明確で松葉杖を使って歩くと心拍数が上がって血液が足の先にたまるわけっで夕方・・・・・・っと。血の塊はだいぶ分散されてきたけど歩けばやっぱり少し増えるな。だから家の中で静かな日々をおくっています。父さん・母さんこんな息子でごめんなさい。

ただ今の状況に陥ることによって得た利点もたくさんあるかな。日ごろ気が付きもしないようなささいな・小さなことにもっと気が付くようになったかな。その点では怪我に感謝です。たとえばアメリカ人のもっといいところ(文化の違い??)に気が付くようになったり。たとえば自分がどこかの場所に入りたいとき、彼らは男女に関係なく、自分が入り口に付くまでドアを手で押さえてまっていてくれる。
あとは生活のささいなことにもっと喜びを感じることができるかな、当たり前すぎたことがあたり前じゃなくなることによってって感じかな。サッカーを楽しみでやってるせいもあってか、最近大きな怪我からは離れていたから。。。。。それで、遠い昔にならった教訓や説教を忘れかけていたんだとおもうな”日ごろのささいなことに感謝する”ってことを。今よりもっっっっっとガキだったころ、おれがなんかしでかした時に!親父によく”慣れが一番命取りなんだからな”って拳骨くらってピーピー泣いていたのを思い出したな。なんでもそうだ!あることが当たり前になってしまうと、あぶない。たとえばうーん・・勉強しない癖が付くと本当に勉強しなくなってしまう。なーんてね(笑) 改めて親父と母さんに感謝するとともに、自分に反省して、もっと小さなことに感謝して生きていける人になっていこうと思う。 怪我・・・・・・ありがとう。

posted at 9:54 午前 by Keisuke

火曜日, 11月 25, 2003

One dallor
VRoooooom I live in quad so that I have share mate who is German, Chinese-American, and white-American. And one of my share mate "Tomy" originally from NY gave me a dollar which was published in long time ago made by silver. To be honesty, I've never seen the one so ....I was little bit impressed by that coin.....TKS Tomy. I'll keep that one forever in my life.

posted at 10:33 午後 by Keisuke

月曜日, 11月 24, 2003

I can't walk today............................
CAUTION CAUTION If you are brave enough.....just creck the pic.........I'll stay in my place...

posted at 2:05 午後 by Keisuke

Medication!
VRoooooom In other wards “medicine”. As I’ve mentioned before I sprained my ligament so that I’m supposed to have medicine every 6 hours. And the medicine has my enthusiasm for my life gone away therefore I’m always sleepy and feel little bit tired physically…… I dislike having medicine because I believe that we have natural healing system in our body instinctually at least either it’s affective or not………medicine!! Do you tend to use and rely on "medication" when you have something disease?????????????????????????????????????????????

posted at 1:42 午後 by Keisuke

日曜日, 11月 23, 2003

Hospital 2 病院のなかで3時間待ちました。。その間暇なので、ペンを借りて詩をまた何個かつくりました。。。。。。。
VRoooooom
医者
病院の中の空気を
心で感じたことがあるかい?
病院の中の空気を
心で感じたことがあるかい?
一番自分とたたかってるのは
”医者”だとわかるから


人は自分自身とよく語生き物
そして 自分で自分を苦しめる生き物
素直な自分をみつけてみよう
きっと 心から笑える明日がまってるから

痛み
人は痛みを感じた時
何を思うだろう
おそれ? 悲しみ? それとも......
人は痛みを感じた時
誰を思うだろう
いま自分の心にといただす

posted at 11:35 午後 by Keisuke

If you are brave enough.......
  CAUTION CAUTION - If you are brave enough, creack those pics......

posted at 11:17 午後 by Keisuke

Hospital
VRoooooomwhile I was playing soccer.....I twisted my ankle accidentally then I sprain my ligament of my ankle…how painful is it. Auch so after that I went to hospital immediately. As the result I have to use crutch in order to walk. But I’m positive !!!

posted at 11:15 午後 by Keisuke

木曜日, 11月 20, 2003

??(hatuyuki) The first snow of Eugene for me
VRoooooomHow nice it was! We had snow only for hour though. I was little bit happy to see that one. Furthermore, my friend from Taiwan was really excited because they rally have snow in their country so that my friend was watching out side of the window during our class. That reminds me of the day I used to be so excited on my way to school when we had snow. That made my heart little bit warm. SNOW! =yuki in Japanese

posted at 12:49 午前 by Keisuke

火曜日, 11月 18, 2003

At the moment...............
VRoooooomToday I visited to my host-family as usual, and I had dinner together also. Before the dinner I jumped on the trampoline located their in garden with Alex who is my little commander. Then while we were jumping together, he asked me that if I knew something on his brother. I had known little bit he has a older brother before he asked me. So I wonder" what he was talking about". Then he told me that"ーYou know what?" so I answered "I know what about?" and he said that "I have two older brothers, so one is my Jeff, and the other is YOU! You are my brother Keisuke you should come down here and play together more often". I have never heard "brother" from his mouth just then. Because normally he always calls me"Keisuke""Ke--isuke". I was so moved by the ward what he told me. I was......I was gonna.........cry........ Alex I'll visit your place as many as possible. see you soon.

posted at 8:39 午後 by Keisuke

”Japanese poems" I woke up with something feeling weird in this morning,then I jot some Japanese poems down on the piece of paper.
VRoooooom旅立
離陸の時間なのに・・・・・・・・・
スロットルを握れない自分がいる    
冒険が待っているのに・・・・・・・・
スロットルを握れない自分がいる
いざ 旅立ちの時だ
フルパワーで飛んでいこう!
あの空の向こうに輝く星が待っているかもしれないから・・・・・・・
(#スロットル=飛行機のアクセル)


勇気
勇気ってなんだろう? 勇気って?
それは自分と素直に向き合える力なのかもしれない

素直
素直ってすごい好きだ
ありのままに まっすぐに 
そんな人生を生きていきたい


瞳は人を語る 言葉はいらない
うれしそうだったり かなしそうだったり そしてさみしそうだったり
あの大空のような澄んだ瞳 そんな瞳ですべてをみることができたらいいのに
何もかもすべて澄んだ心で・・・・・・・・みることができるから

あー何か今日の朝は・・・・・・朝からなにやってんだ・・・・・まっつこんな日もたまにはいっかな????

posted at 6:19 午後 by Keisuke

日曜日, 11月 16, 2003

TUBAME"swallow
VRoooooomIf you were animal, what kinda animal would you be?? Have you ever imagined that?? In my case ”Tubame=swallow”.



posted at 8:56 午後 by Keisuke

Flight
VRoooooomI'v made a decision what I’m gonna do during my vacation time. HeHe!! I’m really looking forward to it!! I’ll be in Los Angels in order to gain my flight time!! He hehe What happy I am! Blue-sky again, there two thing make me happy are “Soccer” and “Blue-sky” ……….I’m excited to make every effort to become a pilot.



posted at 3:01 午後 by Keisuke

木曜日, 11月 13, 2003

DREAM 2 →
VRoooooom  “Dream= prospective future” What do you see in this window, happiness? pleasure? fear? scare? whatever…? In other words, what do you expect in your future? Of, course no one know our future. But we can imagine and choose our way anytime we want to, in order to make our life enjoyable, don’t we?



posted at 5:15 午前 by Keisuke

火曜日, 11月 11, 2003

SMILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
VRoooooom Keeping smiling from bottom their heart is the hardest thing in our life in my opinion. Because in real life there are too much stuffs to handle so that we might be able to be worrisome person. Then I talked with one of my best friends in Japan on the phone. On that phone, she said that ……………and I recognized that she is looking on the dark side+negatively in that situation, even though she is not that kinda person, and used to laugh a lot as hard as possible anytime. However……
So everyone smile(^_^)

posted at 10:32 午後 by Keisuke

夢 dream
VRoooooom As I wrote before, saw a lot of dreams. In that dream......その夢の中で小さな頃、歌っていた歌詞を、夢の中のちいさな俺が何回も・・なぜか・・・歌っていた。「”胸の奥のもどかしさ・・・・どうすればいいの??遠い夢が見えなくなったよ。。。と、つぶやいて空を見上げたら君との約束がまぶしくうつる。try慰めのことばなんて、心に届かない風抱え込んだ不安だけ大きくなるけど自分で決めたことだからたぶん一人でも平気さ、つまずいても迷っても、明日があるから”」 なぜこの歌が夢に出てきたかはわからない、けれども・・・何かいいことがありそうだ!! 今日もサッカーを一人でレックセンターのなかでした。やり始めて1時間ぐらいたったら、ジョニーが遊びに来てくれた。一人でもサッカーはおもしろい・・・・・・・ボールを蹴ってるうちに、自分がサッカーのリズムに溶け込んでいくのが体でわかる、そして。。。そこから抜け出せない自分がいる。”何のために自分はボールを蹴ってるんだろう?”と自問自答したことがある。答えはただひとつ、そこにサッカーがあるからだ。


posted at 12:24 午前 by Keisuke

日曜日, 11月 09, 2003

All day long...
VRoooooomI spent whole day in my bed yesterday because of my headache. I don’t know why I had such a condition….I guess that on Friday I played soccer in the heavy rain for 1 and half hour then I got really wet(but it’s usual for me for playing soccer in the rain and cold condition) then after that I went out to watch movie “Matrix revolution” with tons of pep. So that made me caused headache yesterday………What I spent time in my bed yesterday is “20 hours” which I guess my record recently, like a kitty, sloth …….While that time, I saw a lot of dreams that was so weird, funny, and sad……Tks to yesterday, I have better con now than yesterday.

posted at 1:57 午後 by Keisuke

木曜日, 11月 06, 2003

a-----------------
 VRoooooomMy friends asked me that "Use Japanese sometime" So that let me use Japanese this time. アメリカに来ていっつも思うこと・・・・アメリカってなんて無駄(muda)にカラフルな国なんだろう・・・・・・これはきっと国民性(kokuminsei)の象徴(syoutyou)なんだろうと思うけど・・・ゲータレードでさえこんなにカラフルです(笑)




posted at 10:54 午前 by Keisuke

Here it is.
VRoooooomThis pic my friend got me this pic yesterday comes from Halloween party. As I said before, I was Japanese warrior “Bushi”. As soon as I got more, I’ll put more pics in here. So please look forward to the next time.



posted at 10:51 午前 by Keisuke

水曜日, 11月 05, 2003

V peace
VRoooooomI visited to my host-family again today, then I had good time as well as last time with little boy Alex. But one thing which made me little sad is that; every-time I go there he says to me a phrase which is that “then you will come back soon”. Let me explain little bit more, for instance when I want to go bathroom little while, I would say “Let me go to bathroom" to him, then after that he always says “Ok, go ahead, THEN you will come back here soon”. So every-time I ask him something, he always replies with that phrase. Then I feel….sorry…because I won’t be able to be by your-side all the time…..Even though I really like him. Being positive!! is sometime hard..especially for such a thing. Ok, let's change the subject......
So I'v been to a hill before and I took this pic of my shadow at the top of the hill where we can see whole the small city of Eugene. If the weather is permitted, I think the place is worth to visit so that we can see really beautiful view from at the top. May…..the weather keep being fine!

posted at 12:22 午前 by Keisuke

日曜日, 11月 02, 2003

being lazy on Sunday
VRoooooomMost of today I stayed in my quad , except buying some food stuff in safeway.......then I also took a nap in the evening. I guess I consumed a lot of my energy on this weekend through Friday Halloween party to my friends birthday party yesterday. My friends “Madoka from Japan” and “Conny from Indonesia” had thier birthday!!! Happy birthday ”OMEDETOU in Japanese means happy-birthday” for both of them. I hope both of you guys are always feeling great, warm in their heart, and safe. Anyway……I have to get my HW done……gosh………I’m working on it now……….


posted at 9:38 午後 by Keisuke

SAMURAI=侍
Japanese warrior
VRoooooom VRoooooomI was in Halloween party in one of the dorm, then I checked ID stuff in front of the entrance. That was fun, Coz we don’t have Halloween in Japan so that the party was the first time for me. I felt really fresh. One thing which impressed me is that American culture that represented generally American people humorous personality. I saw bunch of funny costume that made me laugh!! Good job everyone that was fun. Then my costume was Japanese Samurai with souvenir KATANA which looks like real one. Ack my friend Tam from Tai had bought that Katana somewhere as a souvenir before I borrowed it. So in other words, thanks to Tam I was a Samurai. I hope everyone had good party. I like such western culture.


posted at 8:48 午後 by Keisuke

金曜日, 10月 31, 2003

SPAR
 VS →
I did spar in my oral class few days ago. Then I and Sanli from Taiwan who is smarter than me .....debated in the class. We had each side of position ”agree” and ”disagree”. So that no matter what our individual opinion is we must insist the each side provided. Then my side was “agree”, and her side was “disagree”. As I said,She is kind of smart person. Therefore the SPAR was exited. so here is script about that. To be frank with that、 I wanna hear YOUR opinion. Here it is.

As we see, there are many kinds of arguments going on among all over the world about human rights, especially for gays, les, bi and so on. Then I insist that we must allow gay parents (les) to have kids as adopted children. I have three main reasons by following along.
The first reason is that; we will be able to yield (provide) a lot of chances to homosexual parents to have their kids. As we know, we (male) can’t be pregnant, (or could be???), in other words, having adopted children is the only way to have kids for homosexual parets . In this century, we have many kinds of procedure to have kids such as artificial insemination. (we can have baby w/o sex) Why don’t we get them children as different procedure. And furthermore some states in the USA has low which called “the low of gay marriage” to give homosexual parents almost the same rights as male-female couple. In Europe, it’s more advanced, especially in Holland. That’s why I agree with the topic.
The second reason is that; I insist that in this century it dos n’t matter whether they are gay parents or not. In fact we did diversify the type of parents as we know such as single mother, father, the parents of low, foster parent and so on. That’s why I agree with the main topic.
And the final reason is that; what the most indispensable thing is that truthfully LOVE which is given by the parents. Don’t you think so?? And let them to grab the adopted children to survive in the world. Most of the adopted children would not be able to survive, if they were in their country. That’s way they need to be an adopted children to be continued their life in their future. I have typical example of us. (sorry about it for female) Traditionally most of Asian countries tend to conceive that having male baby is more important rather than having female baby. The concept is affected by history. For in stance in the country of China, Sometime the parents kill or cell their kids, in order to get some money because of they are female. Actually we used to did the same thing long time ago in Japan also. And you may have heard that China has the policy of one child.
Summarized, Because of the reasons I insist that we must admit gay parents to have kid as adopted children.
Against questions
So I have to agree everything about the topic. If you have any opinions, please let me know.

posted at 2:10 午後 by Keisuke

水曜日, 10月 29, 2003

SPAR
VRoooooomThe weather has changed to winter one.......then as we know that we had small hail today... I was so impressed because of that. Coz few days ago.. we had such shiny days. I miss ......you sunshine...I won't be able to be alive w/o you(laugh) Any way, I went to ISA office today also as usual, in order to get more info about adopted chirdlen whic is my topic for SPAR tomorrow. I met Georgia and Ryohei there then I could have really good opinions about that. Thanks buddy..and To be honest I I've not known much about what the situation here in the USA is before I did research. But now I know, and there one thing made me more curious about the topic is that Korea was the best country which used to export adopted child to all over the world, esp for AMERICA by the end of ninty century. Don't you know that???

posted at 5:28 午後 by Keisuke

月曜日, 10月 27, 2003

I miss you ...
VRoooooomI got moved to my new place where 1 min from the campus. How nice it is, I mean so convenient. I may be able to come back my place easily when I have free time btw classes. However, I miss my host ,esp a little my commander Alex.... who is in this pic. I spent my time w/ him a lot while I stayed. I had really good time. But I'm positive, then I make sure to visit there sometime. ...

posted at 1:42 午前 by Keisuke

木曜日, 9月 18, 2003

バイク
VRoooooom昨日バイク買いました(まだお金払ってないけど) ホンダのNIGHTHAWK750のブルーです。ちょっと高かったけど。。。これを足にして、釣りにいろんなとこにいきたいと思います!アメリカは確かに凄く広いけれど。。事故に気をつけて乗りたいとおもいます。怪我したくないんで(苦笑)

posted at 7:51 午前 by Keisuke

水曜日, 9月 17, 2003

hostfamily
ネットがつながりました。自分のパソコンで!!!!!ホストさん本当にいい人で。。。泣けるぐらいいい人です。。。。あと一番したのAlexはとってもワンパクで!!自分もものすごくわがままで、ワンパクだったので、、、自分の小さい頃を思い出します。

posted at 9:48 午前 by Keisuke

火曜日, 9月 16, 2003

Home stay
VRoooooomI've moved from Portland to Eugene where my college is located. Then I'm staying with host family now. I've got really wonderful host family, I mean that the home where I can feel really comfortable. Moreover those are people who have really good personality and smiles. Therefore I' m indeed really lucky guy. Somehow,wherever I go, I can always meet really good people. Today I went to U of O, Then I tried to find the place where I can play soccer and people who may may be my new soccer company. And I bought soccer ball which is printed " O oregon". For me, it's really cool.
By the way, my school will start the day after tomorrow, I 'm so excited. But I have better stay clam. Because If I do that, I can make judgement for everthing with my pace. I hope I could myself understood.

posted at 10:19 午後 by Keisuke

日曜日, 9月 14, 2003

byebye-matane
click it! good bye portland.I'll be back Ha HA x-)

posted at 9:43 午前 by Keisuke

思い出(memory)
VRoooooom I had precious time in staying here portland. Because I'm moving to go down to Eugene where my Univ of OR is located today. Thanks to all of my friends, I want to stay here more ha ha ;-) ;-) They always tried to help me. I just want to say all of people who I met since I came here "Thank you".

And dude Ian ! Thank you for all what you did for me. And Clifton study Japanese buddy, Alan XXXXXXX do it such a good phrase ha?? X-). Sheena let's go fishing again!!! Good luck!!!




posted at 9:31 午前 by Keisuke

水曜日, 9月 10, 2003

photos
     those are pics which I took few days ago. click them !

posted at 12:15 午前 by Keisuke

月曜日, 9月 08, 2003

Fishing
VRoooooomclick the picture. I went to Mt hoot to fly-fish with sheena. I had great time at there.
I will do up later.

posted at 11:01 午前 by Keisuke


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Blogging from Eugene, OR, US. The writer is Japanese, came from Oita in Kyusyu, sophomore at Waseda university, outgoing, easygoing hobby; flyfishing, soccer.


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